What I saw on the last day of the year – for my blue eyed boy and my green eyed girl
As I sat in the shade feeling the warm air dry my swimming body I watched the blue eyed boy and the green eyed girl in the pool. They had that self assuredness and total unawareness that anyone other than their mother may be watching them. Self contained. A total lack of self consciousness, completely engrossed in their own activities together.
Every now and then the green eyed girl would raise her goggled head and give me the thumbs up. I’d return the favour, then she’d be gone again. Their voices would sometimes catch the breeze and snippets of their conversation would wing its way to me…a ‘watch this’ … or a ‘I’ll go first this time.’
Blue eyed boy smiled, lost in his new found water bravery, jumping in from the side, bobbing up under a boogie board…. slowly surfacing, wild hair covering a creamy skinned face.
They traversed the pool in a haphazard way, together in a sibling bubble. The blue eyed and the green eyed – the fair haired and the dark. Around them others swam and splashed, laughed and dove… but it was these two I looked upon, these two that held my gaze.
Then the breeze changed direction. The sun slid behind a cloud and a dripping, colt legged girl bolted across the lawn with a treasure in her hand, glee on her face. ’Mum!’ she called as she dripped on my towel… ‘Look what he did! He found it!’ She opened her hand and showed her prize – her hair band, loosened and slipped from her thick, thick hair to the pool floor. Returned by the treasure hunter… the blue eyed boy – and I looked, and I smiled, and I loved.


Beautiful – just beautiful that short period between childhood & adolescence – it broke my heart to leave it behind.
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Naomi Reply:
January 2nd, 2010 at 8:06 pm
I think it’s breaking my heart, just a little, to be leaving this behind with my own kids…
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Sniffle and absolutely gorgeous – there is a book in their story and I think you should be the one to write it….:)
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Aw, that’s nice. Makes me think we need to take more time just to observe our kids. Special. x
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Awww! Those beautiful little people!
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That’s lovely – I had a little moment like that this moment listening to 6yo dudelet helping his little sister out of her cot (ok, hovering reading to catch her!) and taking her to feed the cats…
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Naomi Reply:
January 2nd, 2010 at 8:05 pm
It’s these little moments that make you think, yep… made the right choice having these kids….
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So beautiful! Only a mother’s eyes can see that kind of beauty. xx
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Naomi, this is beautiful
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Beautiful kids indeed. I can see them through your eyes. I miss them. Thank you Nay x
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Love it when you write about the kids, gives me a chance to look in on them. xxx
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i can picture it…beautiful
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What a beautiful picture you have painted for me. Your kids will remember these days and reflect with joy.
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